knock knock.

so if i sent a “nonchalant” message to the dude i had an affair with 4 years ago, like “hey, sup dude?”, does that mean i get in touch with the rest of the dudes i had relationships/flings with?

“hey, let’s be friends” = wth?!

what makes x dude special from y dude? i have no clue as to what i want to find out. to be reminded of how clueless i was to the wiles of don draper? what…closure, then? do i just like to pick at scabs whenever my subconscious tells me so? (shut up, Pavlov.)